Career Decision

ugh I've been meaning to update for a long time now, but this past week was one of the most emotionally draining for me.  I was faced with a big decision about my career and I was so torn about it.  Now that the storm has passed, I can reflect back on it and let u guys know what happened. Basically last week, LAUSD called me and was offering me a position.  What happened was they had 60 openings because they realized there were too many students: teacher ratio. I interviewed at 2 school but was contacted by many more schools.  LAUSD even said if i didn't find a place, they would place me.  Anyways, long story short, i found a school that offered me a 3rd grade position.  I would be going back as full time, w/ benefits, permanent status, 3rd year pay.  At first, it was obvious I should take the offer.  But, I started thinking of my long term goals...to get a permanent full time position closer to home.  The only way i could do this in this economy is to go for more of a specialization, such as single subject or special ed (like ellisa).  I know if I started building my seniority in LA, I would be stuck there and the 2 hour traffic each way is not something I want for long term.  So basically, I decided that since LA couldn't guarantee me a position in the fall either and b/c I knew I didn't want to be there for long term, I decided to stay in Alhambra.  I love the job I have now, even tho it is way less pay.  Also, I've decided to start studying to get my single subject in math.  I'll have to pass a hard math test and take some extra courses... but I hope it'll give me a better chance to get closer. It was so hard for me to give up LA, b/c the practical asian side of me, said to go with the higher paying job, but I know money isn't everything and at least it made me face the question of what I really wanted.  Hopefully I can move forward, since i basically said bye to LA for good!  The future is uncertain, but I'm working on trusting in God more! Anyways, hope everyone is having a good holiday season.  I have yet to START shopping, so please help me and tell me what's on ur wish lists! hahaha